I got off track on my fitness since my sister came to visit for three weeks. But now, I’m even more motivated than ever. I’ve got a little over a month left until school starts to reach my goal. I WILL OBTAIN & EVEN GO BEYOND IT… but I still need my Tuesday cheat days, lol.
I don’t know how much more of this I can take, really.
Somethings missing but I don’t know what…
Lately, I’ve really been questioning my friendships with certain individuals in my life. & these question always seems to pop up: What’s holding the friendship together? What is it that made us become friends for so long? Why am I still friends with them? Blah blah blah.
Friendship has always been such a touchy subject for me & it’s always the hardest for me to deal with.
I feel so fucking restless & I feel like something is missing but I’m not sure what. Aaahhhh I hate this feeling. I don’t know what to fucking do. I tried falling asleep since I have an exam tomorrow but I just can’t. Fuck man, I’m so flustered. & damn, if I want to become an elementary teacher, I need to stop expressing myself through swear words. I need to stop swearing completely.
Idk man. I’ve got one more final to go & all I want to do slack off and do nothing but at the same time I want to finish this semester with a bang. I wanna see them As!! k bye.
Tonight’s TVD episode was perfect. That is all.
Let’s go. Let’s run away & find a passageway away from reality that leads to a world that we’ve always dreamt of. Or find a way into a ‘perfect’ movie or a book to escape reality & its shinanigans. Let’s go.
I find myself complaining about how there aren’t enough hours in a day to study & do all this other shit but here I am, spending my time on Tumblr. Lol. fuck it. I’m going to ace this damn bio lab exam!
So I just took the exam and I can already taste the victory! Hail yeah bitchezszsz.
I just love those songs that instantly bring back certain memories once you hear them. It’s amazing what a song can do to you.
Cumulative exams will be the death of me.
I. Am. Exhausted.
So much to do, so little time.
So much to study that I even dreamt about studying. Exam after exam after exam. No bueno.
Lesson plan making. Lesson plan tweaking. Standards, Procedures, & everything else.
The only thing that I am enjoying are my O&P visits to the elementary. Stressful & time consuming but at the same time it’s a breath of fresh air from everything else going on with school.
I need a break (I’m sure we all do).
Lately, life’s been good. School hasn’t been as stressful as it usually is and I’m definitely taking advantage of the extra time that I’ve been having this week. Although next week WILL be hectic with all the lesson plans due and exams, I honestly can’t wait for it to come because it’ll be the week of Halloween & The Color Run! My Chaminade girls & I definitely need this break & I can’t wait to party it up with them again because it’s been long overdue!! & as for The Color Run, it’s for a good cause & I KNOW that it’ll be hella fun. okay, bye.
I have an exam at 130 & instead of studying I’m on Tumblr, discovering new artists and songs, & fighting the urge to watch TVD’s most recent episode again.
What. Is. Wrong. With. Me.